Monday, 27 July 2009

Self-attentiveness is nirvikalpa – devoid of all differences or variation

A friend recently wrote to me suggesting:

... Indeed Nan Yar? contains everything we need to know and I would be very grateful if you would do translation for mumukshu, giving roman transliteration of every word according to the dictionary (minimum two words which fit in this context) and indicate why you use such and such a word when we could use other (I mean non-trivial words). I don’t know Tamil, that’s why I say such translation is very good for mumukshu. I like your translation but it’s still arbitrary. Giving transliteration you enable all people with different vasanas to create their own translation.
In the same e-mail he wrote about a ‘really great and powerful master who doesn’t speak much but is teaching through experience’, saying that this master ‘advises atma-cintana and if someone can’t he tells to do svarupa-dhyana or mantra japa etc.’ He also wrote that ‘There’s no difference of experience if we use atma-vicara, pranayama or other techniques’, and that ‘I found that Bhagavan used the name atma-vicara and svarupa dhyana, atma cintana to indicate different stages of practice’.

In reply to this e-mail I wrote as follows:

All differences exist only in our mind, and not in reality. Ātma-vicāra (self-investigation), svarūpa-dhyāna (self-attentiveness), svarūpa-smaraṇa (self-remembrance), ātma-cintanā (self-meditation), ātma-niṣṭhā (self-abidance) and summā iruppadu (just being) are various terms that Sri Bhagavan uses in Nan Yar? (Who am I?) to denote the non-dual practice (or state) of being self-attentive. There are truly no differences in the one non-dual state that all these terms describe.

When our attention is entirely centred in ourself, where is the room for any duality or differences? That is, when the attending consciousness is that which is attended to, all duality ceases.

In this state of pure self-attentiveness (or self-consciousness), even the ‘act’ of attending is not other than the one consciousness that is both attending and attended to, because the very nature of that consciousness is to be clearly self-conscious (or self-attentive). In other words, self-attentiveness is not really an ‘action’ but our very being, because our being is always clearly self-conscious — that is, conscious of itself as ‘I am’.

Thus self-attentiveness is not any form of objective attention, because it is the state in which attention (or consciousness) just remains centred in itself, as itself.

Therefore self-attentiveness is the only truly non-dual practice (or state), because in any other practice (such as prāṇāyāma) our attention is directed out towards something other than ourself, the one attending consciousness. Hence if we see any differences in this state, we have not understood it correctly. Pure self-attentiveness is the one truly nirvikalpa state (the only state that is devoid of all vikalpas or differences).

You say that ‘Atma-vicara state is the same as external nirvikalpa samadhi’, but in a state that is truly devoid of vikalpa (variation, diversity, distinction or difference), where is any room for any distinction such as ‘internal’ and ‘external’? Any terms that imply such differences are liable to distract our attention away from the essentially non-dual and therefore nirvikalpa nature of the simple state of self-attentiveness. That is why Sri Ramana avoided using terms such as bahya-nirvikalpa-samādhi (external nirvikalpa samādhi) and āntara-nirvikalpa-samādhi (internal nirvikalpa samādhi) except when he was specifically asked about them.

Incidentally, there appears to be an inconsistency in what you write, because in one sentence you say (referring to the ‘great master’ whom you write about), ‘He advises atma-cintana and if someone can’t he tells to do svarupa dhyana’, but further on you say, ‘He said that atma-cintana, svarupa dhyana are the same’. It is true that ātma-cintanā and svarūpa-dhyāna are the same, because both terms mean self-meditation or self-attentiveness, but why then to advise someone who cannot do ātma-cintanā to do svarūpa-dhyāna?

Moreover, who cannot ‘do ātma-cintanā’? We all know ‘I am’ more clearly than we know any other thing, so who cannot meditate upon ‘I am’? What can be easier than simply centring our attention in its own natural centre and source, ‘I am’?

It is true that our outward-going desires do make it appear difficult for us to remain firmly centred in ‘I am’, but anyone who truly wants to remain thus can overcome this seeming difficulty by persistently returning to the centre from which everything is known whenever his or her attention is distracted away from it by the desire to think of anything else.

I agree that Nan Yar? contains everything that we need to know, and one of the projects that I would like to do in future is to write a detailed explanatory word-for-word translation of it, as you suggest. I know that this will be a very big task, but it is one that I look forward to doing if Sri Ramana gives me the time to do so.


Anonymous said...

Thanks for this post.
"We all know ‘I am’ more clearly than we know any other thing, so who cannot meditate upon ‘I am’? What can be easier than simply centring our attention in its own natural centre and source, ‘I am’?". I agree, but the world does not disappear just because I centre my attention on 'I am'. There seems to be a constant need for ignoring any external impulses - sense perceptions, thoughts. So, would you say, that when a beginner starts practicing self-attentiveness, it may not lead immediately to nirvikalpa samadhi, but may only happen if the beginner gets better in ignoring external impulses to such an extent that it becomes effortless?

Also, can you please write a post on how karma functions? I'm bewildered as to why some of the things happen in this world as they do. War profiteers seem to go scot-free while innocent people get hammered. Do you believe in re-incarnation?

Anonymous said...

Dear Michael,
I found your latest posting most interesting.
Nevertheless my reading and understanding of Ramana lead me to the conclusion that all destiny was gods will and ulimately we have no free will.

Losing M. Mind said...

As I practice, because things come up, intense things, and I do correspond actually with a sat-guru who is I think a jnani. Although I can't know that for certain, being around him was really profound. And as I practice, things come up, and they are really intense. And sometimes they get more intense. So then when I actually am 'successful' at getting to a deep Blissful place, there is more magnetism to it. And I also Realize how wise you are when I read these things, because they really seem to contain something really essential and deeply experiential. I can tell you aren't just talking from an intellectual standpoint on these things. Like I think I may have had some kind of samadhi lately. I don't know whether it is nirvikalpa or not. It is really complete in itself. And one thing I was noticing about samadhi (if it is), is that concentration is really intense. And I was thinking about how you were saying that it is natural to be focused on 'i am". In these states I see the world, but my vision, perceptions become really effulgent, and I can't really see much. Almost like if I pressed on the eyes. I still see, but the vision becomes kind of cloudy and bright. (that's the best I can describe it). Mainly it's from bringing up the really extremely intense vasanas that bring me out of it. I can hurt so much more badly over problems then I did previously, and then the desire, or magnetism to be back in that state is much stronger, and the magnetism keeping me in it, is stronger. It is like it seems magnetism, of the myself drawn back into myself. Like an electric curent. It is almsot it seems a savikalpa, nirvikalpa hybrid.

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